Big Plans

Lately I have been living day to day without goals...which is unlike me. Yes I have plans for how to decorate my child's room or crafts to make but what am I doing for my/our future - I have not made plans for the future in almost 2 years. I have been waiting on doors to open and God just says "Stay There!" I have tried using a crow bar for some doors but it hasn't worked...Thank the Lord. It's hard to just sit and wait and I have been praying for a push to go for my dream of owning a business. I'm just so scared of failure, but the more I actually open up about it to people they love my ideas. Still I have not pursued it until Saturday after speaking with my little cousin at a family reunion and she told me to not be scared of failing because I will never know unless I try. So I got all excited and thought about it on the 3 hour drive back home. I still wasn't 100% sure AGAIN until I was doing my quiet time and found this: "I can do EVERYTHING through HIM who gives me strength." And the thing is I'm so excited because I have SO MUCH PEACE about it - it's like God has been telling me all along to wait until he gives a "go" and right now he is telling me to "plan and wait". I don't know if I'm more excited about the business or knowing God is leading me in this direction. So who knows when it will happen but I am going to "plan and wait".