Doctors & More Doctors

Things could be worse...It's just another bump in the road. It seems that every time I go to the doctor something bizarre is wrong. Why can't my body just be normal? First it was the jacked up pregnancy that turned into asthma with heart palpitations that turned into hypo-thyroidism that turned into kidney stones with cysts and now I go for my blood work check up to find out I have borderline high cholesterol with a genetic disorder. I'm only 25! Which now seems so young because when I turned 25 all I could think was "What have I done in the past 3 years?!?" Why is my body breaking down?! It's so scary to go to the doctor anymore because there is always something wrong with me to add to the list. Like I have time to go to all these doctor appointments between working and taking care of Bailey and Meiko. Ugg....it's been two weeks since I found out so I'm fine with it (after googling my heart out about it). I have my referral paperwork coming "in the mail" so it will probably be another month before I actually get an appointment with a hematologist. I know it could be worse but it seems every time I face another long road Blake is either at basic training, tech school or deployed. I try to look at the good in everything and I know God will not give me more than I can handle which obviously he thinks I can handle a lot - which makes me feel confident that I am walking in the right direction. So that's my "feel sorry for me" blog post...hopefully it will be my last!